finally, the daunting, yet strenuous series of days of the exam week have officially ended. what's more to say? i guess i was not doing that well for this sem .....but that shouldn't be a problem. it has been like a tradition here, y' know. students keep on 'displaying' their worst performance in the 3rd sem rather than other sems.....apparently that was told by my biology teacher once; to be burdened by the up-piling assignments, plus all the deadlines thruout the sem, it's really not an easy feat. well, i'd say that it's the TIME, ur usage of the TIME that play the biggest role in achieving success.

"the electron pairs shud be surrounding the chiral atom of the molecule,"foolishly i created up a fact once, in the middle of the Chemistry HL class. worse, she's right in front of me, since i'm the only good guy to sit in the front, exactly facing the teacher's table. no doubt, she heard every single word of it.

"it's not called the chiral, hafiz! we only come across the term in optical isomerism, not in.........(i forgot wut topic was we discussing on =_=). it only exists when the carbon atom is attached to 4 different groups," credits for the fact i created, i learnt something new in turn. i nod my head several times, followed by some chuckles by the boys. i wonder what was funny then?

back to the lovely dorm, i kept on having that new term playing inside my mind. well, you cud say that optical isomerism arises in the prsence of the chiral carbon, making it significant in an organic compund, right? but what about if we look at it in term of the living realm as a whole? what lessons does it provide to us, the human? (it seems weird and unnatural to think like this but i actually did, somehow.) and the answer that i've revealed......would be the continuation of THE CORE, as promised before.

pic: chirality in alanine
i've got lots to write but i'll try to make it snappy. relate to the story above....i would start off saying that you cud list out many ways to become a good da'ie (those who perform da'wah to the others). being thiqqah, istiqomah in doing good deeds, wisdom, knowledgeable and stuffs. but there's yet another important quality that you shall never take lightly; being a CHIRAL CARBON ^0^!!

hehe, you must have figured it out haven't u? yeah, exactly.being a CHIRAL CARBON doesn't have anything to do with showing isomerism or stuffs. you'll have to get into the society (the mad'uu(s)), and mingle with them. be like a chiral carbon, get in touch with different sorts of people and get to understand them. this way, people would automatically grow respect towards you, and no doubt, they'll start to listen to you and what you've got to spit out. weren't all of these make sense?=0. hurm, why did Allah created tribes in the first place, u tell me:

"O mankind! We have created you from a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know one another. Verily, the most honourable of you with Allah is that (believer) who has At-Taqwa . Verily, Allah is All-Knowing, All-Aware." (al-hujjrat, 49:13)

well, it's pretty obvious that islam won't spread out if one keep on revolving around the liking of him. Rasulullah even said once, something like "if you befriend with the perfume seller, you'll get the fragrance,....."it looks quite related to the topic, i assume? in a way, the perfume and its fragrance could resemble islam itself, and it spreads to the others by the mean of friendship. i wrong to come up with my own assumption?? plz tell me if you think i'm wrong in that sense. i need guidance~

p/s: look around u. there're so many things you can learn from. Allahuakbar, He does not create anything for nothing ^_^. be continued?

the CORE 1....

it has been quite a while since i wrote my last post..well, it can't be helped anyway....the internet connection in the college is craps...and now, since i reached the home finally, i better use it wisely to cover up the 'post debts' of mine throughout the past few weeks. ideas DID persistently pop out in my mind but when it comes to transferring it into verbal or literal means, i wasted them off. well, guess i got sumthin' to polish up a bit there.^_^


erm...for this moment, i feel like talking sumthin' on this thing called 'da'wah'. maybe i'll better stick to the arabic pronounciation of it. huhu....just for the sake of retaining the 'pride' concealed behind the sound, i'd say...and frankly said, i don't even know what does it mean in english...silly me, huh?

first of all...isn't it obvious that as a muslim, da'wah is the core of our life? that we shud grasp on and crowned with in everything we do? well, the fact that i describe it as a crown is because it is sooooooooooooooo valuable that no one but us since the day when Adam (AS) was descended to the earth have been specialised with it. ONLY US!!0_O:

"Ye are the best of peoples, evolved for mankind, enjoining what is right, forbidding what is wrong, and believing in God. If only the People of the Book had faith, it were best for them: among them are some who have faith, but most of them are perverted transgressors." (ali-imran, 3:110)

so stay focus my brothers!! this shall be the only path we follow. watch out, don't submit to ur whims, and don't stray out! Allah has promised the best for us, and it's up to us whether we're going for it or not:

"Verily, Allah has purchased of the believers their lives and their properties; for the price that theirs shall be the Paradise." (at-taubah, 9: 111)

wallahu'alam, will be continued....
ah well, there're always things to say everyday....issues keep on crawling up the few front pages of every newspaper, like there's no end to it. even when you're surfing the net, thougths would always pop out into your mind when you come across something that catches your attention, right?
Man, i wish i'd swung the ball out of the park and mingle around the trusty companions of mine like i used to in the past..

things are getting much complicated nowadays and i have piles of assignment to submit. lately i'd always wondered, why are some seem indifferent towards having these?

and i came to a a resolution towards the anguish that i've been feeling....towards the despair that i've been revolving around ever since...

it's TIME. it's about how I concern about my TIME. it's about how I used my TIME.

there has been a lot of idioms proposed by the human beings concerning about it....and it somehow explains how worthy the TIME is.

that's why the arabics said once, 'TIME is just like a blade. if you don't cut it, it'll cut you'

that's why the english said once, 'procrastination is the thief of TIME'

and that's also why the Malay said once, 'TIME is golden'

well, better think about it again, and better yourself. TIME is not something that you could afford to lose.=X

1,2, restart.

i'm watching the aston-chelsea match right now=)....only 2 minutes left and aston is leading 2-1 over the blues. but i got the instict that the blues would turn around the table any moments now...after all they won't be called the giants for no reason, right?

the intention is just to share this valuable experience of mine, that may possibly come in handy for you when blogging your things up.

it was a few days ago, when some of my companions told me that the blog needs to be improvised somehow.

"if you keep on writing like this, nobody's gonna read it. the points might be interesting in a way, but the presentation isn't really appealling. need an improvement in that.", syukran rabb for bestowing me this companion.

well, to put it simple, here're the list of probable improvements suggested by him:

1) paragraphing is important. keep ur mind in that sense.

2) read others' blogs. that's how you learn different styles of writing the blogs.

3) initiate ur blog with just a simple post.....snappy but attractive. no need to be lenghty becoz people typically are bored reading a hell long piece of an essay.

4) keep a space in between the paragraphs to make it easier to read.

summing all up, obviously there's no point writing sumthin' that no one would possibly read right?yeah, it's true that in a sense, blog is personnal. but it's also true that there could be millions of blogworms out there reading it in the same time. so better make it readable, isn't it?^^

a struggle...

Suddenly i feel like being at the verge of my sanity already....
home works keep on piling up unstoppable...
whenever one is done, others come immediately afterwards...
and when i think about it again, i 'll start to ask myself..
"why is this happening to me? why couldn't i end up finishing all assignments by the end of the day?"
"silly me," and that's what the other side of me replies...
"chill up.dont let them get u down.whenever u feel down, go get ur friends, ur usrahmates or anybody to cover u up. after all it's the IB u r talking about. there's no way u can proceed to the next stage without the supports from the others.SUCCESS IS NOT A PERSONAL BELONGING."
"easy to talk.u r not the one who is feeling it. be in my shoes and u'll know how useless those babblings of urs."I said.
"submit to it then! it's not the one who falls is the failure but those who fail to get up after falling down. Rasulullah was much more troubled than u but he never gives in. he was freakin' beaten up during his first visit to Thaif but he never turns around.nobody's around to cheer him up except for the Jibrail's offer to sweep off the villagers dead but he still didn't submit to his pain. Stick to ur aim and nah, that's YOUR PATH UP UNTILL THE END."

At last, my first ever blog-post finally comes in...
hard to believe that i've managed to supress my desire of having an early nap this night and make use of this short span of time to at least, post sumthin in this space. it's 2304 already and usually this's my snoring time already but not for today, as i'm very much energetic this night as to delay my napping time for another 3 hours, insyaAllah...

well, it's been the 27th day since the fasting month begin and guess what the figure tells me now?
a)'eidulfitri is just around the corner-maybe there's a truth behind it, but not in prior of this case.
b)tonight is most probably the lailatul-qadr-who can be anytime throughout the holy month of Ramadhan...maybe it has passed(if this's the case, hopefully i was doing qiam that night=_=)
c)you've got no more time to lose.take it or leave it. reflect on yourself, on what you've been doing all this time because it only comes once a year, for it's the holiest of all the holies!!-clearly, this's the answer.

so...what's the fuss with the lambo up there?O_0 what does it has to do with the month?
apparently, i was somehow inspired to come up with this quote yesterday and....i've never thought it's gonna fit in perfectly with Ramadhan....yeah, somehow u could detect the correlation between the subjects, couldn't u?

just sharing, this's the quote:

i'd said that it's a lambo indeed,too fast a movement that it always leaving us behind, unable to get a hold of it. the only way to be parallel with it is to drive INSIDE it. well, that's Ramadhan.